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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

~p a i n~

luv is painful...

yeah...its true...

to hold or to let go...

i dcde to hold...n b his bestest fren ever~...

wel...being fren oso too painful...

aa...luv hurts...

Saturday, May 17, 2008

~ v a c a t i o n ~

salam...

last week...

aku...tash...am...g vacation...or lebih tepat lg name prog tu...PEMBINA vacation...PEMBINA stands for Persatuan Belia Islam Nasional...

memula plan kat sg chongkak...then sbb x smpai 30 org yg g...tuka venue...wat kat PD...

aku igt kt blah ne la diorg nk wat...rupe2ye kt tiara beach resort...area tanjung tuan tu...

bleh thn la room dia...sumbat 25 org kot...tp cm ok jer...

mcm2 la xtvt yg ktorg wat...

plg besh...g naek umah api tjg tuan...then turun g pantai intan...lawa sgt2...

kt ctu la aku dpt pglmn yg sgt2 berharga...ktorg solat berjemaah kt pntai...berbumbung langit...berlantaikan pasir pantai...sujud ats pasir pntai...sgt2 terharu n syahdu...

de gak few tourist kt ctu cm tgk jer ktorg...impressed kot...kt cni dh nmpk islam itu mudah kan??ibadah tu wajib...ikut sesuai ngn keadaan...kte kn wat gak...gune ape yg ade...yg penting kehendak n kesungguhan kte melakukan ibadah tu kan...

hmmm...aku trigt kate2 ukhtie hasni...perubahan tu mmg susa...mmg pahit...tp biler trase nk brubah...truskan...bia la kte mule ngn prasaan x ikhlas,asalkan kte ada kemahuan nk wat...tp jgn berubah mendadak sgt...slow2...sikit2...klau x kte akn menangisi perubahan tu...kte akn blk pd yg lama...tp kena igt gak yg masa x pernah tggu kte...pakse la dri sket...sure bleh...selangkah kte nk dekat ngn Allah...seribu langkah Allah dekat ngn kte...

hm...a bit serius plak posting kali ni~neway...remind utk dri sendri gak...

ne yg baek kte amek ikhtibar laa...

okay...salam...

Sunday, May 4, 2008

~ p e n a t ~

3 ari 2 mlm...cmping kt 1 skola area slangor...

campg yg plg wat aku tension...

sudah la budak2 nye x pndai ckp BM...aku ckp BI pun x phm gak...mmg menguji kesabaran la kan...klau dh xphm tu...ble kte demo...ikot jer ar...adeh...

seb baek ko budak...bkn adek aku....klau adek aku...mmg slamt dh kena tiau tu...

suro duduk...dia bdiri...suro wat ikatan...dia wat simpul ntah pe2...siyesly aku tense...dh tu ms solo drop...suro senyap...dia dok bckp...aduh~!

pastu...ble dh drop kt tmpt msg2...leh plak ngn blind folded tu, dia g tmpt laen...suke suki dia jer...dok sblh kwn...kate kwn pggl...tu seb baek btol kwn...klau bukan cmne?klau diorg ilang leh nk cr...klau terlebih...cmne aku nk pulangkan nnt??

haih...pe pun...tq kt teman2 sbb ketensian idop aku spjg kt sn terubat ngn kwn2....hehehe...syg korg...esp 'awk'...huhu...



ps: awk mmg suke tdo ntah mane2 kn?ats pentas pun jd...sian awk sejuk...sy slimutkn awk...hehehe...pg tu...awk msh kt ctu...sy kejut awk...

~d a p r i n c e s z~

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