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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

~ t h e d a y u w e n t a w a y ~

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know
The day you went away
The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away...

~ e m p t y ~

hye...

life is so unpredictable...

mood oso unpredictable...

morning...okay...

evening...okay...fun...

nite...so so...new responsibilty...

nxt morning...not really in a gud mud...y?...i oso dunno...

duh~

emotionless n unintersted...

Monday, September 24, 2007

~ t i l l w h e n ~

Di antara kita akukah yang bersalah
Hinggakan kau pergi tanpa kata-kata
Mungkinkah caraku melukakan hatimu
Maafkanlah daku oh sayangku

Di manakah janjimu itu
Yang kau ingin bersama
Di manakah kasih sayangmu itu
Yang sedang dilemma rindu

Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti
Sampai bilakah aku harus menangis
Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti dirimu
Sampai bilakah cinta kita begini

Ku mengharapkan kepulanganmu
Ke manakah arah cintamu itu
Yang telah kita bina bersama
Untuk kita berdua

Kembalilah wahai oh sayangku
Ku kirimkan doa dan restu
Kembalilah sayang pada janjimu
Dirimu tetap ku tunggu

Sunday, September 23, 2007

~ sick ~

today...

im sick...

flu...adeh...

it juz make me weak...

yesterday...

met ijah n nanat...hehehehe...nice day!....

i'm emotionless...[for da time being]

ouh pliz ya Allah...show me da rite path...n da rite way to do diz...lead me...guide me...

till then...wslm...

Sunday, September 16, 2007

~ 8 things ~

aku di mark oleh masen...

undang-undang:

MESTI tampal undang-undang..

MESTI posting lapan fakta/tabiat empunya blog..

yang kena tanda MESTI buat posting lapan,

dan MESTI senaraikan lapan orang yang terpilih untuk ditanda diakhir posting..

tinggalkan komentar dan beritahu bahawa mereka telah ditanda dan MESTI baca blog...

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1- aku bising!...sgt2 bising...pot pet pot pet...aku ske bercakap...tp ble kn public speaking...aku jem....huhu...

2-aku ske pink...sgt2 ske...sumer mende pink...KECUALI...baju...aku ske itam...gothic sket...

3-aku x ske durian...bau pun aku leh muntah...

4-aku nanges ble aku marah yg teramat sgt....

5-aku akn mkn manyak2...ble aku tensi blaja...tensi mende laen aku x selera makan...

6-ble aku syg org...aku syg sungguh2...tp aku sgt keras ati...ble aku syg org tu...ble aku kate aku nk...maknenye...aku nk gak!...payah2...

7-aku sgt ske berpengakap...sgt2 ske...in scouting i learn lotz of thgs n meet lotz of frenz all around da world...

8-aku degil...nakal...comot...manje pun aku gak...adoi~!

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6 org berikut...
-masen
-tasya
-niss
-alin
-izzah
-azrie
-punD

dh la...6 jer...x rmai tawu blog ni...aku lone ranger...

Friday, September 14, 2007

~ p e n i n g ~

salam...


wawawawa...

back fr holiday...dozens of esaimens...project aku lum siap lg weh!!!nk anta 20 hb ni...hohoho...

project machine design yg sengal...indv lak tu...suro design G clamp...nk kn wat force analysis nye lg...adoi~!

n bulan puase ni sdkit sbyk save mase aku utk makan...huhuhuh...so leh guna time break nk wat keje...

actually...dr dlu aku tertanya2 mende ni...apsal ppuan x rmai amek engineering...i mean...klau korg nmpk rmai pun...still...laki lg rmai...kn?adekah sbb parents x bg sbb jd engineer ni lasak?atau pun sbb laen??engineering ni susa ke???stakat aku amek...leh thn la kot...hoho...n to b specific sbnrnye...mechanical engineering...klau EE ngn EP tu dh manyak gak la ppuan yg msk...

dlu aku terpk mayb sbb jd engineer ni cm lasak sket...so parents cm lbih suke anak2 jd lawyer...cekgu...doc...etc...sbb mak aku pun suro aku jd cekgu jer...hhuhuhu...tp dh aku x ske dok diam...aku nk gak jd engineer...make ni UNITEN ler aku skang wat mechanical engineering...dh taun 3 pun...taun dpn final year...yeay!dh nk grad...

huh...back to da story...erm...klau dlm klas aku...kdg2 aku sowg ppuan...huwaaa....kena buli ngn mereka yg bergelar lelaki...huwaaaa...tp kdg2 besh gak...jd cm princess...hehehehehe...x silap aku, batch aku, less then 30 gurlz...hehehe...pusing2 jumpe muke tu jer...tp...bak kate abg nazmi...yg sikit itu dekat dihati...hehehehe...

okla...enuf bout diz...mari kite bincangkan...hehehehe...

daaaaaaaa...........

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

~ p u a s a ~

salam...
wah...sok pose...mlm ni terawih!yeay...
nothing much to say...slamat bersahur...slamat berpuase...slamat berbuka to all...
smoge puase kali ni semeriah taun2 sudah...
n as 4 me...time 2 concentrate to my study...memandangkan final exam lps raye...
chiow...

Friday, September 7, 2007

~s o r r y~

wah...mekaseh krn bg komen kt entri kt bwh ni...

sudah ku duga...begini jdnya...adoi...

maafkn aku...aku x penah berniat nk memaenkn ati sesaper...

semua berpunca smlm...mmg bad day aku...kena sound ngn mereka2 di HEP...psl prog xpnh cecah 30 org yg g...diorg xde kt ctu...leh ar ckp bukan2 kn...klau prog rekreasi...mmg ler rmai yg nk g...smpai dh penuh pun org suro bukak lg...klau prog latihan...mmg la sikit org nye...20 org jer lbih kurang...org yg btul2 de smngt...org tu la yg join prog latihan...'mereka' xnk ktorg wat prog rekreasi...suro wat latihan...tp klau wat latihan...itu la senario nye...pastu nk mrh2...pastu xnk luluskn prog ktorg lg...giler pe...cube ltk diri kt tmpt ktorg...tau la payah nye nk dpt peserta utk prog latihan...adoi...cube la phm!

erk!~back to da point...aku mmg emo giler smlm...adoi...pastu aku terjumpe ko...lamer gler x jumpe...trase hepi skjp...tp dh ko plak cm nk xnk jumpe aku...so...aku assume ko majuk...majuk ngn aku coz pe yg blaku...aku mintak maaf sgt2...tp mmg aku emo gler smlm...terlalu memikirkn mslh kelab...smpai org laen terkena skali...sudahnye...ini la hasilnye...aku bace blog ko...mekaseh...aku tawu aku x baek...ye la...ati org x sape yg tawu kn??i noe its deep from ur heart...tp xpe la...klau dh itu yg ko anggap aku...klau ko dh anggap aku cmtu...aku dh xleh wat pe2...

neway...tq n sorry 4 every single thing...

"ku mencari bygmu tiada..."

Saturday, September 1, 2007

~ j i w a k a c a u ~

entri ku in malay...

sng sket nk bercerite...

well...tgk tajuk...

ati aku tgh berkecamuk...jiwa tgh kacau...adoi...

aku tau...lps org bace ni sumer org leh mrh aku...mrh la...mrh cpt...

bln 5...aku breakup...bln 7 aku ngn dia...all this time...ati aku msh de ex aku tu...even ms aku ngn dia...demmit!adoi... aku pk2 blk...watpe aku nk truskn ngn dia if dlm ati de org laen...sian dia nnt...mmg ex aku tu ske saketkn ati aku...manyak wat aku merana...tp naper tah aku xleh lupe dia...syg kt dia...adoi...dia gune ubt pengasih pe kt aku ni???

tlg aku weh...adoi...single lg baek kot...ati dia x saket...ati aku merana tgk ex aku ngn org laen...tu xpe...adoi...dlm pade dia ngn ppuan tu...dia cr aku gak...pe kes??dia nk aku...tp nk minah tu gak...tamaknye...

aku leh trime dia klau dia btul2 dh tgglkn ppuan tu...de pndrian...leh ckp ngn mama dia...smlm suro amek kt pkllg, time aku bru blk dr phg, dia ckp de hal,de date ngn fmly...then smpai ke mlm aku tggu dia msg...xde pe pun...n diz morning...aku dpt tawu dia g perak...tgk minah tu...apsal nk tpu aku???ckp jer la g sn...eh...apsal lak aku nk saket ati??minah tu kn awek dia...adoi!!

but 1 thg is...spjg le tour...i really tot we wud b 2gether...tp...ntah...in my dreams kot...demmit!!!tmpt yg kte singgah...pggln yg dia pggl...demmit!!!marah...marah...marah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jgn pggl aku 'bby' if pggln tu saket kt ati aku...jgn bhsakn dri 'b' ngn aku klau de ppuan laen lg...jgn...tlg...aku mmg sng ngn pggln tu...tp...4 da time being...'bby' 'b' dh mati!!!

rmai kwn2 aku menentang klau aku blk kt dia...diorg cukup x ske...adoi..tp ati aku???alaaaa...

cmne ni weh...korg sure ckp aku bodo...n mrh kt aku...mrh la...ku tadah telinga...

aper aku nk wat???ikot ckp mak!single...n blaja...xyh nk bercinte...kwn ngn sumer org...

duh...

aku mau nanges...

ya Allah...tlg daku...

guyz...girlz...i do need ur comment...pliz...anykind...nk mrh ke..nk gelak ke...nk sapot kw...nk pe2 la...jnj korg comment...

huwaaaaaaaaaaa...............................

~d a p r i n c e s z~

Aya
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