~ m o v e o n ! ~

semester baru...

well...

aku melangkah ngn semangat yang baru...

idup mesti diteruskan...

ape diharap pada org yg x penah hargai pe yg kte wat...berbaloi ke?

x kire cmne syg...cmne rindu...dia ttp begitu...ah...lupekan je...

bls dendam??aku simpan sgla kngn...yg pernah dilalui bersama...dlm peti...aku kunci...

aku buang kunci tu...harap aku x jumpe dh...xnk buka lg...bia ia ilang di telan masa...

ada jodoh...ada la...

kte xtau pe nk jd ms dpn...bia ilang cinta dr ilang persahabatan...

aku harap org yg kes nya mcm aku...sabar...move on...

cinta ibarat rama-rama...semakin dikejar...semakin jauh ia terbang meninggalkan kita...ia akan datang sendiri dan kita sendiri x menyedari...bahawa cinta itu telah datang pada kita...

sabarlah wahai hati...

~ b r o k e n ~

utk sekian kali...

aku rase...ati aku btul2 hancur...remuk ...redam...

aku rase...aku perlu mase utk tenangkan diri dlu...

herm...

klau de jodoh...de la...

haih...

kenapa dia yg aku syg sgt??

adoi...

sabarlah wahai hati...

~ b u d a k k e c i k k e ? ~

tetiber aku cm ter'rajen' nk apdet...

hurm...pengakap...

aku terlibat dlm dunia pengakap ni since darjah 3...masa tu aku join tunas puteri...tp asas nye samer gak...

now,mak aku pemimpin pandu puteri, adik2 aku sumer pengakap...hehehe...leh kate aku bangge la gak...arwah abah dlu pun pengakap...aku skang plak pengakap kelana...kt UNITEN terchenta tu...

nape aku ske sgt pengakap eh??apsal biler aku sebut pengakap...mesti org akan igt 3 perkara ni...

1. budak2

2. lelaki

3. camping...

nape eh??pada aku...(aku la...aku xtau korg cmne...)...berpengakap ni seronok sgt2...dapat kenal kawan 1 dunia...biler g jamboree...leh kenal ramai org...leh tuka mcm2 brg...bler time JOTA/JOTI (jamboree on the air / internet)...leh cakap ngn kwn seluruh dunia...

ada mende yg nk kena btulkn kt cni...jd seorg pengakap bukan bermakne jd budak2...bukan utk lelaki jer...n bukan sekadar camping...

pengakap latih diri utk jd pemimpin melalui kursus2 Manikayu...jadi pengakap ajar kita erti berkawan...jadi pengakap bleh blaja maen2 tali (ikatan ler maksud aku...)camping pengakap x same ngn camping bese...leh blaja gejet...seronok wooo...wat menara...wat jambatan....biler masuk utan lak...blaja cmne nk survive dlm utan...backwood cooking...masak nasik dlm buluh...bakar telur dlm tanah...hehehe...penah x masak ikan 3 rasa dlm buluh??sedap woo...

aku x kate persatuan laen x besh...tp dengan pengakap...aku dpt sumer...kepimpinan...team building...fasi...kerohanian...riadah...cabaran...etc...byk sgt...x tersenarai...

huhu...

well...tu jer kot...korg rase cmne??pe opinion korg psl pengakap??korg penah join pengakap x??...alamak...cam alin lak...tny soklan pancing2 tulis komen...hehehehehe....

ONCE A SCOUT OWEZ A SCOUT!

~c u t i k e ?~

salam...

sebab dh amek cuti raye seminggu, make cuti sem tggl 3 mggu jer...

hoho...aku pun memulakan 1st week cuti...tp...sungguh bosan...

ngn keadaan aku yg x sehat...asal nk telan mknn jer saket...cm nk pecah dada aku...kena pantang...xleh mkn mende2 goreng...mint...kafein...choc...adeyh...time cuti la nk melantak...kena pantang plak...benci btul!...puncenye...esofagus aku bengkak...punce dia bengkak??kadar pengambilan mknn2 tersebut yg x terkawal di musim exam...huhu...tiap2 ari setin air gas...beger...choc lagi...padan muke aku...isk2...teman2...jgn wat cmtu kay...

now aku kt uniten...nk setelkn paperwork...utk GOODWILL CAMPOREE KL-07 30 nov-5 dec...jemputan...service team...huhu...besh3...tp burn klas 3 ari...xpe la...experience nye psl...

lagi aku nk ngarut pe...xde dh...nnt2 la aku sambung lg...nk g ngarut kt paperwork plak...huhuhu...c ya...

~ l a w a k e x a m ~

hehehehe...

apekah lawak itu??

hahahahaha...

arini...g berbuke bersame teman2...

pastu...singgah petronas...nk solat...memandang kan surau kt uniten tmpt ktorg stadi ttup...

pastu...time nk amek wudhu'...

aku trase pelik kt sumtin...

aku tgk member aku ni...basuh tgn...smpai siku lak tu...aku pelik la...dia ni dh mule amek wudhu ke...blum kot...coz muke lum basuh...huhuhu...

pastu dia trus basuh anak rambut...menambahkn lg kepelikkan aku...hahahaha...

pastu...bile dia angkat muke pndang cermin...dia pndg cermin...dia pndang aku...baru dia sedar yg dia lum basuh muke...hahahahaha....aku dh bantai gelak....

seb baek dia trus start ngn basuh tgn....klau dia start kaki dlu??mau aku berguling kt ctu...wakakakakakaka...

hahahahahaha...tasya...tasya...

~ w h e n u r g o n e ~

i always needed time on my own
i never thought i'd
need you there when i cry
and the days feel like years when i'm alone
and the bed where you lie is made up on your side

when you walk away
i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear
to always get me through the day and make it ok
i miss you

i've never felt this way before
everything that i do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
and they smell just like you, i love the things that you do

when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now

we were made for each other
out here forever
i know we were, yeah
all i ever wanted was for you to know
everything i'd do, i'd give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe i need to feel you here with me, yeah

~ t e n s i ~

salam...

penat la wey!!!

tensi...

biler nk...cr...

ble xnk...bia jer...

wtfun!

ngok ngek...

dia btul2 mencabar kesabaran aku...haih!!!

u wanna i dat way...i gv u dat way!!

when i said i will...i mean it!...

huh!~

benci~!

apekah~~~~

arhgh..........ting tong........hellloooooooooooooooo....wuts goin on????ntah....wahahahahah...sengal....

ntahapahapantah....

abaikan~~!

jya~

~ t h e d a y u w e n t a w a y ~

Well I wonder could it be

When I was dreaming 'bout you baby

You were dreaming of me

Call me crazy, call me blind

To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better

And does she love you like I do

I do, you know I really really do

Well hey

So much I need to say

Been lonely since the day

The day you went away

So sad but true

For me there's only you

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

I remember date and time

September twenty second

Sunday twenty five after nine

In the doorway with your case

No longer shouting at each other

There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special

Something we'll never have again

I know, I guess I really really know

The day you went away

The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone

How could I carry on

The day you went away

Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

The day you went away

The day you went away...

~ e m p t y ~

hye...

life is so unpredictable...

mood oso unpredictable...

morning...okay...

evening...okay...fun...

nite...so so...new responsibilty...

nxt morning...not really in a gud mud...y?...i oso dunno...

duh~

emotionless n unintersted...

~ t i l l w h e n ~

Di antara kita akukah yang bersalah
Hinggakan kau pergi tanpa kata-kata
Mungkinkah caraku melukakan hatimu
Maafkanlah daku oh sayangku

Di manakah janjimu itu
Yang kau ingin bersama
Di manakah kasih sayangmu itu
Yang sedang dilemma rindu

Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti
Sampai bilakah aku harus menangis
Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti dirimu
Sampai bilakah cinta kita begini

Ku mengharapkan kepulanganmu
Ke manakah arah cintamu itu
Yang telah kita bina bersama
Untuk kita berdua

Kembalilah wahai oh sayangku
Ku kirimkan doa dan restu
Kembalilah sayang pada janjimu
Dirimu tetap ku tunggu

~ sick ~

today...

im sick...

flu...adeh...

it juz make me weak...

yesterday...

met ijah n nanat...hehehehe...nice day!....

i'm emotionless...[for da time being]

ouh pliz ya Allah...show me da rite path...n da rite way to do diz...lead me...guide me...

till then...wslm...

~ 8 things ~

aku di mark oleh masen...

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1- aku bising!...sgt2 bising...pot pet pot pet...aku ske bercakap...tp ble kn public speaking...aku jem....huhu...

2-aku ske pink...sgt2 ske...sumer mende pink...KECUALI...baju...aku ske itam...gothic sket...

3-aku x ske durian...bau pun aku leh muntah...

4-aku nanges ble aku marah yg teramat sgt....

5-aku akn mkn manyak2...ble aku tensi blaja...tensi mende laen aku x selera makan...

6-ble aku syg org...aku syg sungguh2...tp aku sgt keras ati...ble aku syg org tu...ble aku kate aku nk...maknenye...aku nk gak!...payah2...

7-aku sgt ske berpengakap...sgt2 ske...in scouting i learn lotz of thgs n meet lotz of frenz all around da world...

8-aku degil...nakal...comot...manje pun aku gak...adoi~!

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6 org berikut...
-masen
-tasya
-niss
-alin
-izzah
-azrie
-punD

dh la...6 jer...x rmai tawu blog ni...aku lone ranger...

~ p e n i n g ~

salam...

wawawawa...

back fr holiday...dozens of esaimens...project aku lum siap lg weh!!!nk anta 20 hb ni...hohoho...

project machine design yg sengal...indv lak tu...suro design G clamp...nk kn wat force analysis nye lg...adoi~!

n bulan puase ni sdkit sbyk save mase aku utk makan...huhuhuh...so leh guna time break nk wat keje...

actually...dr dlu aku tertanya2 mende ni...apsal ppuan x rmai amek engineering...i mean...klau korg nmpk rmai pun...still...laki lg rmai...kn?adekah sbb parents x bg sbb jd engineer ni lasak?atau pun sbb laen??engineering ni susa ke???stakat aku amek...leh thn la kot...hoho...n to b specific sbnrnye...mechanical engineering...klau EE ngn EP tu dh manyak gak la ppuan yg msk...

dlu aku terpk mayb sbb jd engineer ni cm lasak sket...so parents cm lbih suke anak2 jd lawyer...cekgu...doc...etc...sbb mak aku pun suro aku jd cekgu jer...hhuhuhu...tp dh aku x ske dok diam...aku nk gak jd engineer...make ni UNITEN ler aku skang wat mechanical engineering...dh taun 3 pun...taun dpn final year...yeay!dh nk grad...

huh...back to da story...erm...klau dlm klas aku...kdg2 aku sowg ppuan...huwaaa....kena buli ngn mereka yg bergelar lelaki...huwaaaa...tp kdg2 besh gak...jd cm princess...hehehehehe...x silap aku, batch aku, less then 30 gurlz...hehehe...pusing2 jumpe muke tu jer...tp...bak kate abg nazmi...yg sikit itu dekat dihati...hehehehe...

okla...enuf bout diz...mari kite bincangkan...hehehehe...

daaaaaaaa...........

~ p u a s a ~

salam...

wah...sok pose...mlm ni terawih!yeay...

nothing much to say...slamat bersahur...slamat berpuase...slamat berbuka to all...

smoge puase kali ni semeriah taun2 sudah...

n as 4 me...time 2 concentrate to my study...memandangkan final exam lps raye...

chiow...

~s o r r y~

wah...mekaseh krn bg komen kt entri kt bwh ni...

sudah ku duga...begini jdnya...adoi...

maafkn aku...aku x penah berniat nk memaenkn ati sesaper...

semua berpunca smlm...mmg bad day aku...kena sound ngn mereka2 di HEP...psl prog xpnh cecah 30 org yg g...diorg xde kt ctu...leh ar ckp bukan2 kn...klau prog rekreasi...mmg ler rmai yg nk g...smpai dh penuh pun org suro bukak lg...klau prog latihan...mmg la sikit org nye...20 org jer lbih kurang...org yg btul2 de smngt...org tu la yg join prog latihan...'mereka' xnk ktorg wat prog rekreasi...suro wat latihan...tp klau wat latihan...itu la senario nye...pastu nk mrh2...pastu xnk luluskn prog ktorg lg...giler pe...cube ltk diri kt tmpt ktorg...tau la payah nye nk dpt peserta utk prog latihan...adoi...cube la phm!

erk!~back to da point...aku mmg emo giler smlm...adoi...pastu aku terjumpe ko...lamer gler x jumpe...trase hepi skjp...tp dh ko plak cm nk xnk jumpe aku...so...aku assume ko majuk...majuk ngn aku coz pe yg blaku...aku mintak maaf sgt2...tp mmg aku emo gler smlm...terlalu memikirkn mslh kelab...smpai org laen terkena skali...sudahnye...ini la hasilnye...aku bace blog ko...mekaseh...aku tawu aku x baek...ye la...ati org x sape yg tawu kn??i noe its deep from ur heart...tp xpe la...klau dh itu yg ko anggap aku...klau ko dh anggap aku cmtu...aku dh xleh wat pe2...

neway...tq n sorry 4 every single thing...

"ku mencari bygmu tiada..."

~ j i w a k a c a u ~

entri ku in malay...

sng sket nk bercerite...

well...tgk tajuk...

ati aku tgh berkecamuk...jiwa tgh kacau...adoi...

aku tau...lps org bace ni sumer org leh mrh aku...mrh la...mrh cpt...

bln 5...aku breakup...bln 7 aku ngn dia...all this time...ati aku msh de ex aku tu...even ms aku ngn dia...demmit!adoi... aku pk2 blk...watpe aku nk truskn ngn dia if dlm ati de org laen...sian dia nnt...mmg ex aku tu ske saketkn ati aku...manyak wat aku merana...tp naper tah aku xleh lupe dia...syg kt dia...adoi...dia gune ubt pengasih pe kt aku ni???

tlg aku weh...adoi...single lg baek kot...ati dia x saket...ati aku merana tgk ex aku ngn org laen...tu xpe...adoi...dlm pade dia ngn ppuan tu...dia cr aku gak...pe kes??dia nk aku...tp nk minah tu gak...tamaknye...

aku leh trime dia klau dia btul2 dh tgglkn ppuan tu...de pndrian...leh ckp ngn mama dia...smlm suro amek kt pkllg, time aku bru blk dr phg, dia ckp de hal,de date ngn fmly...then smpai ke mlm aku tggu dia msg...xde pe pun...n diz morning...aku dpt tawu dia g perak...tgk minah tu...apsal nk tpu aku???ckp jer la g sn...eh...apsal lak aku nk saket ati??minah tu kn awek dia...adoi!!

but 1 thg is...spjg le tour...i really tot we wud b 2gether...tp...ntah...in my dreams kot...demmit!!!tmpt yg kte singgah...pggln yg dia pggl...demmit!!!marah...marah...marah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jgn pggl aku 'bby' if pggln tu saket kt ati aku...jgn bhsakn dri 'b' ngn aku klau de ppuan laen lg...jgn...tlg...aku mmg sng ngn pggln tu...tp...4 da time being...'bby' 'b' dh mati!!!

rmai kwn2 aku menentang klau aku blk kt dia...diorg cukup x ske...adoi..tp ati aku???alaaaa...

cmne ni weh...korg sure ckp aku bodo...n mrh kt aku...mrh la...ku tadah telinga...

aper aku nk wat???ikot ckp mak!single...n blaja...xyh nk bercinte...kwn ngn sumer org...

duh...

aku mau nanges...

ya Allah...tlg daku...

guyz...girlz...i do need ur comment...pliz...anykind...nk mrh ke..nk gelak ke...nk sapot kw...nk pe2 la...jnj korg comment...

huwaaaaaaaaaaa...............................

~h e c t i c~

in these 2 weeks...

- 5 tests...im gettin crazy...wed(15/8)...fri(17/8)...wed(22/8)...thurs(23/8)...fri(24/8)...3 tests in a row??...wow...im gonna blow out my mind!!

-my le tour...duh...too many probs...each state brings thousands of probs!n as a prog director...im responsible for every single thg...duh~~

-my pc...dozens of jdorama downloaded...but...not enuff time to watch...hehehe...

-my ex...keep on buggin me...duh...wut else he want from me...

-my darling...hes beside me rite now...surfin da net...

seems like notin much rite...but...erm....only me noe...


hahahahahahahahaha...

~ s a l a m ~

olaa...

new blog...

previously at xanga... www.xanga.com/lil_princesz_dylla

feel free to visit...nothing much...juz a lil bit bout my life...few years b4...hehehehe...

i'll b posting here from now...

catcha later...~!